I understand how you are feeling. I have 4 year old twins and now a 7 week old baby. My baby is perfect. Healthy, sweet and perfect in everyway.
I twins are boy/girl. My little boy is not bothered either way. Has always been my husband little shadow. So nothing changed for him.
My little girl has found it so hard. She was always my little girl. She now tells me at least once a day that she doen't like me or Olivia. She covers her ears when I try to talk to her. She always wants to sit on my knee when I have Olivia in my arms. It also brakes my heart. I don't have any issues with pre school, but when I pick her up she is crying by the time we are in the car. Telling me she doe'nt like the teacher. I have spoketo the teacher. She said that she is perfect. I don't know wear my little girl has gone.
I feel like I can't spread myself far enough.
I am just taking each day at a time. Just know that you are not alone.
Thinking of you Kel xx