Thanks guys. Appt went well, he wants to see me every week so that's positive I guess. He's given me a script for antidepressants again. It's been 11 months since I stopped taking Prozac. I've got Avanza now. I'm really quite nervous to start taking them. I didn't want to have to take anything again, ever. I feel sh!tty. Like I've failed.
Plus I don't want my OH to stress about me now. It's the last thing he needs right now when he's about to go on a 5 week thrashing with the Army.
I can't tell my mum because she'll think I'm being ridiculous, same goes for my sister. Thankfully I have some really good friends who help me.