Im feeling so lost and alone right now. Im not sure if i should even be posting in this forum but i just needed someone to talk to. You all are so strong for getting up and trying again after the horrible things that have happened. I guess i just need some words of strength...
After finally falling pregnant on our 5th try of ivf we were told at our 12 wk scan that our babys heart has not formed properly. Sounds like hypoplastic left heart syndrome to me but the specialist wont make a diagnosis until 15 weeks. Im not quite 13 now. Ive looked at what the babies have to go through with this disease & it breaks my heart. I think about terminating and that breaks my heart. I feel so lost & confused and DP just says we have to wait for a diagnosis until we make a decision. I know hes right but yeh....cant turn my mind off. If we were in melb the ops would be easier, if it was just us it would be easier (dp has a child from previous relationship) money too, we dont have much of! Ugh, i feel like im losing my mind.
Has anyone been through this or can put me on to someone who has?