I have been awake since almost midnight due to just heat and frustration.
I can feel af coming. Am cranky. husband is cranky at me being cranky even though he really should feel greatfull i didn't murder him in his sleep last night for waking me.
So much is happening in our wee corner of the world though I am finding it hard to feel that sorry for myself.
So I had a glass of wine, okay really 2.5 by the time the glass was full up, and I shed a tear, for me, for friends struggling to ttc, for those I don't even know who excitedly went to their ultrasound today to find at 10weeks their baby has no heartbeat, for lives lost in the crazy weather in aussie, for people just feeling alone and hurt.
It actually feels good to cry. Normally I just get cranky when faced with a lot of emotion. but crying is good. such a release.
I think it is all that saved me when I had ds and felt so alone . I said I wasn't okay and I cried.
You don't have to post, and you don't have to tell us you have cried or need to. But if you can let yourself cry if you need to. it is okay not to be strong or superhuman. We also don't always need to face adversity with dignity and strength. I just want others to know you are not alone and it is okay to let go when you need to.