i was the sorta boss at my work when we started ivf....and seriously EVERY woman there just about was pg...it wasnt a big office but it was a constant ****** of pg bellies i had to see every day....it was pure torture. It was so awful. Someone would come to me to tell me they were pg, others would ask me to sign off maternity leave paperwork....often just after id come from a BT or some other ivf appt....the worst of course was after i had a m/c at 10 wks....i had to come back and take over from MY boss who had just gone on mat leave the same week..it was like some sort of cruel joke that just got worse. I felt like a zombie, i would hold my $*** togther all day only to come home and cry or scream or cry all the way home in car...i admit i never felt happy for any of them...i just felt so depressed and angry ALL the time. It sucked. I really hope u dont have to endure it for much longer as i recall how truly terrible it was.