I'm a stay at home mum and have been since my almost 3 year old was born. There is nothing that makes me happier than being with my kids. I never want to give them to anyone to look after (not even my hubby). My problem now is that due to financial issues, I have to go back to work. I'm just wondering how others cope with it as every time I think about what I'll be missing (teaching my boys, playing, when they wake from day sleeps) I just want to cry (and sometimes do). Any advice?