Howdoi, I do hope all is well with you. Have you been back to see a doctor? Are you taking your medication? My doctor told me about how horrible new medication can be in the beginning and that if you can get through the initial effect there is a great chance for success. Am hoping this is the case with you.
You have my number and can get in touch with me any time day or night, please take care of yourself. It would be great to hear what path you are on at the moment in regards to treatment.