We are growing apart. The older our babies become the more we argue over who did what and money we just can't seem to share our finances for the sake of family. How pathetic is that! It's just as much me as it is him. We just fight fight fight. And Tonyt we said the most hurtful things to each other. He's on the cans Half charged which i hate. I can't stand booze because it destroyed my family and seeing my mum/ grandma being abused by there husbands growing up. And then he gets on the cans and I just fire up. I'm just rambling because I am so upset and emotionally exhausted. We have 2 beautiful kids, we want for nothing but the fighting the loathing this can't be good for our kids.