I terminated my last pregnancy for t21 and other problems in June after TTC for 18 m. I am finally pregnant again after clomid but I can't tell anyone as they don't understand. I am 8 weeks pregnant and have a poor ob history. I am afraid to go back to the same hospital as they were cold and uncaring in my last pregnancy including telling me not to be surprised if the baby was dead at the next scan. Other experiences include receptionists discussing my case across the waiting room and even now the same hospital has never written to my GP to explain what happened. I know I need to have antenatal care but also don't want to repeat my previous experience.
I guess what I really want to know is did you do things differently in your next pregnancy? Will it happen again? What is the best mode of antenatal care? How do you cope with each pregnancy scan?
I feel such a fake telling people I lost my last baby when actually I terminated her.