So Good Friday was super hard for both dh and I. I think it kinda sunk in that next year we won't have buba he won't see his first Easter then remembering that every holiday, he won't be there.
Every Easter, every birthday and every Christmas even after we have more babies there will be one little soul missing. We want him so badly we wish he had any other diagnosis that would give us time. We don't care if he was never smart, never good looking or never normal. Just to be able to share holidays and time with him would mean so much to us!
Watching my nieces and nephews play and grow over the weekend seeing them enjoy the egg hunt and family time just breaks my heart.