She is exhausting and I really struggle to cope with her. I feel that I endure her more than I enjoy her and it's really heartbreaking. Everything is a fight and an argument and she also sleeps terribly, won't sleep until late at night, wakes up very early and every night she trashes her room. Very defiant and destructive. She was on melatonin to help her go to sleep and that was great but she would then get up at 4am and trash her room then instead. I am really hoping her paed agrees to medicate her after her next appointment, I know there's lots of stigma against medicating but I just want to enjoy my child and my other children to have a chance to have a normal existence without the constant disruption, it must also be frustrating for her to feel so erratic all the time.