Don't know how I'm going to do another 3 months of this.
If I lie down I get reflux, if I sit up my diaphragm is so squashed I cant breathe properly. When I sit he kicks me like saying 'get off!!'
It's like 40 degrees so its so hot I feel sick every time I go outside.
Whinge whinge whinge
And then there's the stress and worry. Which yes yes everyone will say dont worry it's no good for you but easier said than done. Every day is a worry about what could go wrong. I wake myself up at night scared that I cant feel him moving. It's only been 5 months since my baby girl passed away and its on my mind every second of every day.