Ok I am having my 4th cesarean due in march and I am having all this anxiety about the operation. I hear so many scary stories and well I am so scared. I feel like I want to just go to sleep for the operation but dont want to miss out on that experience of seeing and holding my baby for the first time. I dont like spinal blocks etc cause they hurt and the numbing feeling just freaks me out everytime.
Would love to hear from other mums who have had 4 cesareans and any tips you can give me.