I think after a few months of nothing, has set me up to think it will always be nothing (i do know that it wont always be nothing) but feel a bit more it will happen when it happens I suppose.
Maybe I have just learned that ttc is not something I can be in control of no matter how hard I try??
I am more relaxed but I think that is because I stopped trying to control it a little.
Im not really sure if Im more relaxed or just letting go of trying to control???