I found this site and thought I would share my concerns and hopefully find some answers. I am 26 years old, turning 27 soon, my husband also 26. We have been married 18+ months and the topic of babies comes up regularly. My darling husband loves babies and kids, adores his Neices and nephews and would make a fantastic dad, but I am just terrified of trying for kids, and I feel I am letting him down, as I just can't say when or even if I want them, some days i do, some I dont at all. I think alot about babies and love looking at baby clothes and toys and thinking about everything you need for a baby etc, but I am terrified of the change to our life, to our personal relationship, our sex life, every little thing I worry about. I have a touch of anxiety and body confidence issues and I just feel like I need all the answers but know I can't get them all first..sigh. I am scared of basically having a baby and wanting to go back to just me and my husband the way we were before. I am scared of what it's like at the other end, of changes to your body, what it's like to have a baby 24/7. We have a wonderful relationship but I am a worry wort. Does anyone else feel the same or have similar worries and is there anything that helps?
Thanks for reading