Ex was very into my pregnancy. He spoiled me, was very kind, was still very physically attracted to me. Got right into the baby shopping, went to ultrasounds etc.
My birth was graphic and not straight foward.
During the birth he was supportive, he put on a brave face and all that.
But it wasn't till later that he admitted he has blocked it out.
I ripped pretty bad and the doctor took about an hour to fix it all up.
DP saw the whole thing.
He really tried to keep it together for months but things just went from bad to worse.
After we broke up he apologized a million times, he said he doesn't understand what happened.
Ex tried to get back together with me after over a year but I can't do it. The memories are never going to go away.
Sometimes I get so angry and say all the things everyone in this thread says but then I realize it was beyond his or my control.
Its a shame really we where great together and we both love each other.
But I can't be with a man who doesn't find me sexual attractive. I think that hurts the most... Vain I know but such is life.