What christmas used to mean to me;
fun, family, good food and great conversations!
What it is today;
The most sad depressing time in my life.
We always spend christmas with my mums side of the family but the last 10 years have sucked. My grandma passed away a week before christmas 10 years ago and when the funeral was all done, everyone decided to try and kick my uncle out of my grandmas house so they could sell it and get money...
My uncle and my mum fought tooth and nail for his right to continue to live there. So ive hated them all for trying to force family out on the street for a little bit of money (not one of them is hard done by).
My dps family hate me because I stood up for myself and called them out on not treating me like family (they are all about family apparently....)
This christmas my dad is getting knee surgery for the 2nd time and my mother is battling lung cancer for the 2nd time. My mums sister hasn't even called her to say they won't be coming for christmas this year they'll be in new york.
I have no christmas cheer this year at all
Life; it's what happens when you're making other plans