I need to get this out cause im so fricken hurt!
Dp, DS and I went to my home town of ballarat to spend christmas with seeing everyone will be away and what not. I get there my sister didnt say hello to me or dp or ds I just brushed it of as nothing cause thats just her. I was out side playing with my nieces and nephews outside and my niece which is her daughter and she comes up to me and says
k: can you keep a secret?
me: of course I can what is it (tickle) come on tell me
k: mummy says she hates you
me: oh really why does she hate me? ( pretty shocked k isnt a big liar and she dont make up things like that she more oh there is a spider haha made you freakout)
k: she says your a idiot and dont do anything!
me: well its not nice to hate someone for that reason but you dont hate me do you?
k: nope I love you (runs of playing chasey)
I cant believe it im a idiot? my sister really thinks of me like this?
I dont do anything?
maybe she confused by the fact I looked after her 2 children while she was in hospital for over 4 months after a nasty car acciedent. I was 16 and hardly had a fricken clue how to look after 1 child let alone 2. do I really do nothing? yes I dont have a job but dp makes great money so I can stay home and raise ds. my house isnt always clean but it gets there eventually. she never cleans her place. carpet rotted from old washing maching broke 2 years ago.
I just cant get over the fact my sister would think that of me. its so stupid I would never say that about her but for her to say it over me her own sister. im cut im hurt and she dont care!
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