Hi Emski72. I have not been in here for a while because I've been super busy. Reading through the posts, I have realised what an awful emotional roller coaster you've been through recently...you poor thing . I am so sorry for your loss and hope you're getting lots of support. I wish you all the very best with your recovery and your next chapter in beautiful Cape Town...it's a wonderful place that will make the journey easier (let me know if you want info on places to visit when the time comes around). Good luck!