Plexus solair u must feel horrible but dnt put that on yourself u did what u felt was best at time and u weren't to know when dd would be born I'm sure they all would understand.
Will u go again. Mayb just hav your mum instead of everyone then it would be less pressure on you worrying etc.
I'd like my mum I think next time my dh is not the best of support through labour just doesn't know what to do lol
And for u other great mums some of u must be a bit anxious how ur nxt one will be I think after your first ur more aware of what happens so u tent to speak up more.
I dnt think I could go public given some things I've herd from friends I prefere my own room and privacy afterwards.
And why did they not give u bub cut the cord etc etc? Was something wrong mayb?