Thanks ladies, being at home makes me think more about everything we have gone through and our little babies.
Staying at home while cycling isn't so bad cause it feels like you're doing something, for me it's traveling into town to Genea. But now and when a cycle fails I find it very hard. Loved my job and studied hard so it's pretty sad the way things have turned out but nothing is more important to us right now then to have a little bubs. Just need to remind myself of that sometimes.
Sariele we might be cycling again together, good luck x