I just bit the bullet and told my DH I have PND and suicidal thoughts. He asked me two things "do you still love me?" and "is that why you googled your ex's name?"
I asked for a response to what I had said, while crying, and he said "I don't know what to say" then got up and went to the kitchen to cook without another word I feel devastated, I don't know why I expected more, I didn't even get a hug or told it will be ok. I don't know what to do now, I feel so alone and not even worth his time of a conversation