I was ok with the wait when I booked it. I didn't have a choice between the holiday and fully booked doctors. As it is I am not seeing my doc just the next avail in the surgery. But the longer I wait the harder it's becoming to be patient.
Thankyou for understanding princess and mrsla. I try so hard to keep perspective and let things take their course but every now and then it all just overwhelms me and I find myself wondering why it's all so hard.