I have been feeling really down the past few days. Today I even had thoughts of ways to end things but have managed to put those aside. I have been crying today for no reason at all. I feel bad that my 2 1/2 year old has to see me like this.
I feel very lonely even though I have my hubby and little boy.
I didnt have this in my first pregnancy so not sure if I even have it or just a few days of the blues.
I suppose it didnt help that my mum after being away for 3 weeks, sees me and tells me "You've put on heaps of weight" even though I actually haven't.
I cant tell my mum how I feel as I dont like to show any signs of weakness and I dont think she would understand. She would then want to take over my house and boss me around which will just make it worse.
I apologies for the long ramble. I just have to get it out somewhere.