Thanks GQ, my biggest fear is not getting pregnant again or how much more is it going to take out of me before we do. So many things go through my head so many questions. The biggest is how did we ever get to this place? Both DH and I had unexplained infertility but since we were so desperate for a bub we jumped straight into IVF. I never had a problem with my body growing up nothing ever irregular. We started trying when I was 31...now I'm 34. We thought finally someone heard our prayers and even better gave us two bubs.
We want to start a family so much. I was so careful with what I ate before probably why I'm eating crap now to give me something to blame when there are more disappointments.
Thanks for your reply, I really need to get my head straight and diet back in order otherwise I will blame myself. Good luck to you too, hopefully the sun shines your way soon.