So I'm sitting on the train to work on a Monday morning, bah! Bring on the weekend...again! I've actually pulled up alright after yesterday's double workout day. I'm feeling a bit down this morning, though. AF is due today and despite everything and the fact that I know it's a good thing, a huge part of me is still hoping she won't arrive and will be devestated when she does.
My friend from last week and I have had a chance to talk but things are now super weird between us and I feel like there's a massive elephant in the room that nobody can mention but everybody is staring at.
So yeah, feeling decidedly blah today but that's probably just because it's a Monday morning! I definitely feel a lot more in control of myself than I have been in the past. Today definitely would've been a chips and gravy with Pepsi Max for breakfast kind of day but instead I've done my Rush workout and I'm going to have scrambled eggs (done in the microwave with a tiny bit of milk) on multigrain toast with water.