I dont know if i feel sad hurt or angry about all this.
the past week we didn't speak for 2 days because one night i wanted to watch a movie which meant dh put ds 8 months to bed..so Yeh that was a huge fight for nothing in my eyes.
The we started to talk again and had little raised voices a few times in the last 2 days and now today we had a huge fight in the car as dh thinks i talk to him like he is dumb.. He was driving and did something stupid .. So i said don't do that is dangerous and that started a huge fight..
We were on ir way to shop but turned around and came home. He wanted to be left where we were 30min from home and i said no cuz the i woukf just have to get hint later..waste of fuel/time. We drive home in silence and now he has driven away.. Where i don't know or when he will be back no idea.
He scares me when he gets angry. He drives like crazy which i yelled at him ti pull over. Ds is in the car plus innocent people on the road. So i drove home from there.
But he just gets really angry quick. I can see him taking ds from me or trying to destroy everything if i ever left. I feel like i want to be alone just me and ds.. He can go and never come back
I don't know what's going to happen i just need someone to talk to. I don't know why we fight so much now i suppose we aren't like a loving couple anymore.. I just want my baby ds and that's it
Has anyone gone through this? What happened? If we do break up i hope he decides it so he can't be angry at me over it..