.... all day, every day. Seriously it is exactly what it feels like, but take away the element of fun and excitement that you also feel at the top of a rollercoaster, and replace it with that sinking feeling of anxious dread.
I've never had such bad anxiety in my life as I have in the past two weeks.
I feel like throwing myself off the nearest cliff, that's how bad it is. I wish I was overreacting.
Tonight is the first night I've even been able to write about it, even though I have been thinking about it all week.
Haven't been able to face even some of the simplest daily tasks, I just can't stand it anymore.
Can't get in to see my doctor for 2 weeks.