Hi ladies, thanks to littlesunflowers for directing me to this thread.
I finished ICSI #3 in late Nov. DH had TESA/PESA for that one, but no sperm was found so we used anonymous donor. However we STILL got crap fertilisation, and the only two eggs that fertilised were not good embies at all. I did miraculously end up with a very, very brief chemical pg (extremely faint tests for two days before fading to BFN again), plus the second emby ended up in the freezer! But if we use it, it won't be until TTC #2, as FS doesn't have great hopes for it based on its very erractic growth pattern.
So we are starting stim cycle #4 in late January, using a new donor this time and different FSH and antagonist drugs. I've also started taking CoQ10 in the hopes that it might improve fert. rates.
I'm going to try and not get excited for this cycle. Three stims with nothing to show for it yet has been very disheartening, so this time I want to try and be as emotionally detached from the process as possible. I don't know how successful I'll be with that, but I'm very tired of getting excited thinking "this could be the one!" and then it all goes down the toilet.
Not sure how much I'll be posting in here before I start my cycle, but just wanted to subscribe for the time being. Looking forward to cycling with you ladies. I hope 2013 is our lucky year. xx