Hi ladies, sorry I've been neglecting the forum lately. My laptop packed it in (but DH bought me a new one a couple of days ago, woot!), plus I'm in the middle of a potential health crisis to the point where I can't even think about babies and IVF right now, as there is a possibility that whatever's wrong with me could be serious. I don't want to go into details as it's TMI, but what has been awful is that because of this stupid time of year I can't even book in for the testing I need done because everywhere is closed or on skeleton staff until after New Year, it's infuriating! I've had two GP appts since the 17th and I want to book another to see if the first GP can do anything more for me while I wait for specialist testing. But even the stupid GP practice have been turning their phones off early or something; I tried calling them yesterday and today and both times got the "we're closed" recorded message. Argh!!
I don't mean to sound so dramatic when I don't even know what is wrong with me yet, but already I've had a massive change in perspective; right now I care so little about getting pregnant, and so much more about both DH and I being healthy and living a decently long life together.
It is heartbreaking though that I probably won't be able to start my next IVF cycle in about three weeks like I was supposed to. It looks like instead I'll be undergoing testing to find out what is wrong with me, and all I can do is hope with all my heart that it's nothing serious, easily fixed, and I can start IVF again in Feb... *fingers tightly crossed* So I'll only be lurking in here for now, as I may be leaving the group or even the IVF threads indefinitely, depending on what turns out to be the problem with me. Best of luck to all, I'll update when I know more. xx