I'm 36 weeks on Monday, and am visiting qld and DP is in NSW (I go back tomorrow however). Soon as his friends heard ill be gone they wanted to take him to the casino and strippers which had me almost having anxiety attacks. Anyway he told them no, and they instead had a night at the pub. (Using my baby as an excuse, to have a last hurrah DP's friends not DP that is if that makes sense,) even though I know how different everything will be for them so I've been the sober taxi for them every weekend for the last 7 months. I get thanked with them wanting to make my partner go behind my back. Tonight I try calling DP as he's at his friends place again and I didn't hear from him all night until about ten to one! Had a.small chat and one of his friends said if you're going to be on the phone all night blah blah blah. His gf brought some random other girl over who I've never met. Just after all I've done for the scum bags they act like I'm a waste of space nothing but a boring pregnant girl. I have left everything behind to move to NSW with Dp have no family there I'm alone I thought I had their friendship but the closer we get to my due date the scummier they get like they subconsciously hate me for taking their friend away I dunno. Feel so lost and alone I have to see them all sunday for a baby shower and BBQ but I just can't act happy, or put on a smile. I just want to hide in my room and never come out and never see anyone. Sorry for the long post that most probably made no sense its 2am and my mind is frazzled but I just don't know anymore.