Today I just seem to fall in a heap. After the last few days of extreme stress and using every bit of my willpower to not just get on a plane and to respect my daughters wishes, a not become that lioness mummy that all young adults hate. I get that she needs to learn to deal with these things herself after all in 13mths she will be living overseas. It so hard as a mum to sit back and not interfere when they are so very sick. Somehow I manage to push past all of that and get my bum into gear and get my Zumba done.
Today it is is a struggle to just get anything done. In saying that I am going to head over and do my workout as soon as I have finished this post. I promised myself I would not go to bed until it is done and I won't. I need this. I need to do well. I need to get fit not just for my sake but that of my kids. They need and deserve a healthy fit mum that can do things with them.
I have had a bad day food wise as I just didn't have the energy to put into doing it properly. I had a chicken breast out to cook for myself but there was 2 sausage left from hubby's and the kids meal. I am so lazy that I ate them instead of waiting for the chicken to cook.
I promise tomorrow will be better.