So today was weigh-in and measurements day. I found myself having to repeat the mantras that I have told everyone else that the number on the scale means nothing because when I weighed in, I found that I had "gained" 0.8kgs since my weigh-in on Saturday. Yet when I did my measurements, I discovered that most of them were the same and a couple of them had even gone down a little bit. If it wasn't for the measurements, I definitely would've been disheartened.
I haven't been drinking as much water over the last couple of days so today I made sure that I got 3 litres drunk. Aside from that, my eating has been good and my exercise has been good so I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing and hopefully I'll have another big loss next week. From tomorrow I'm going to add a session of Rush to the mornings.
Emotionally it's been a weird day. I totally raged at my friend for pulling a prank on me at work and then cried at least five times this evening over something stupid. I hate TTC. If I don't get pregnant this month, I'm putting a hold on TTC till January so that I can focus on losing weight and feeling better. I'm tired of feeling like crap all the time and being upset about not being pregnant so I'm just going to not.