It took a while to fall pregnant with DD and it was a really tough time for us, so I never expected it to be easy this time. But I had a laparoscopy in Sept, DHs swimmers are better than they ever have been in previous tests, our timing was perfect this cycle and I even had a few signs that we might have been successful... But I just saw the slightest hint of AF
I really didn't want to get wrapped up in TTC this time. I hated the constant ups and downs last time and don't want to go through it again. So I'm annoyed with myself for feeling so disappointed and upset.
How on earth am I going to be able to cope with TTC all over again??