So I'm not sure what I hope to achieve with this post. I think I'm just in some dire need of good vibes/energy at this point in my pregnancy.
I have been really good up until this point. After a missed miscarriage earlier this year, it's been hard being positive but I've done a really good job of it so far. I've been as relaxed as I can be. Didn't have my first scan until I was 9 weeks where we saw a gorgeous little bub measuring spot on. Only had bloods done once just to confirm that I was indeed pregnant. Even went overseas which I was nervous about being on a plane for 15 hours straight but I did it and all was fine. I've been super sick from 5 weeks but am now on Zofran which has been an ENORMOUS relief!
So nothing is wrong. In fact everything is going perfectly but as we get to the 12 week scan mark I find myself getting super nervous. What if there's something wrong with my bubba and God forbid we have to make that awful decision to terminate? I'm terrified of something being wrong even thought there's no reason for it. I haven't even booked the scan in yet because I'm afraid.
Anyway, I just wanted to get that off my chest. Any lovely vibes sent my way would be so greatly appreciated.