ok I need outside opinions
So a friend from nz invited me to her wedding,she came over here for mine.
Everyone knew each other at my wedding,and we let everyone stay at our house,to save costs and hired the homestead at wedding venue and let everyone who wanted to stay there on our wedding night to save them getting home.
So I booked flight coz they were cheap,wasnt going to go otherwise.
Have paid $260 for them and $180 for passport,and will stay with fam in nz.
I am also flying to another part of nz to see other fam,so will have to be at the airport 4 times in 6 days
I have no transport while in nz,except relying on fam.The wedding is an hour from where I am staying.
I dont know ANYONE going to wedding
Bascially I have NO spare money.I have told the bride I dont think i will go to wedding as its stressing me out getting there and back and being at airport next morning for another flight.She has offered to borrow her car,but I have to go to her place to pick it up and drop it back,then get home and obviously cannot drink at all in a room for of strangers for 8 hours.Plus I cant even remember how to drive a manual.
Am I horrible for not going to wedding when that was the reason I was going to nz in first place??