Hi .. Need some advice .. Just a quick overview ... I went for a routine midwife appoint .. I'll be 20wks this week & had morph scan on Friday .. The midwife couldn't find the heart beat .. The stand in obs couldn't find heart beat on the scan ..sounds like the obvious .... Sitting waiting not so patiently for another scan this arvo to confirm again .. The midwife said they like you to deliver natural ... Amongst all my anger.. Shock .. Self hate !!!!! Disbelief .. Morning . And 109999 other things I'm freaking out about the whole birth process !!! I don't think I want to deliver natural .. I did deliver my 1dd naturally .. 2nd was emerg ceaser .. & this was to be a planned ceaser .. Please any advice or tips ???????