Chaney I know exactly how you feel (In regards to having a dark day) It's so overwhelming. I had no idea TTC would consume me like it has... I don't like not being in control I'm such an organized person and this is really getting to me.
I keep saying "everything happens for a reason" and try and distract myself but it doesn't work. It seems like everything i see at the moment relates to pregnancy and I notice every single pregnant person and look at them with envy. It's tough.
Hugs to u... Let's hope a healthy baby isn't too far away. Xx