I lost my baby on 18/10/12
Unfortunately I had a live ectopic, so I had seen a heartbeat and technically everything was fine except it was in my tube.
This would have been baby #1 for DH & myself and we have been trying for over 8 years and experienced an ectopic before and 2 chemical pregnancies.
This was just different, it was a viable pregnancy and I saw my baby.
Im just so sad and the tears come and go in waves.
In 8 years ive seen people have children and have more than one child and I am still to hold my 1st.
I just wonder what I did to deserve this
DH & I are so gutted + he is away at work so we have not even had a moment together yet to grieve this loss of ours.