i know how you feel...My sons i had very easy normal pregnancies now ever since i got my bfp i have been spotting and its driving me nuts and all they can say to me is wait until your scan on monday!! I want to get excited about this pregnancy but i know that this can end as soon as the results come in!! with ds1 i didnt have a worry in the world i wasnt cautious about anything i didnt know any better with ds2 it started to feel a little scary as you knew a little bit more but now with this one you know that so many things can go wrong and it gets hard to plan things and bond with something you dont know is going to be ok!! Fx you have a very good pregnancy and fx I get good news next week!!