I would love to type you a long reply with all the answers you need in it! My DS was also an accidental pregnancy to a abusive guy and I came sooooo close to aborting. All I can say is go see a pregnancy counsellor, they will help you weigh up everything on your mind in a more logical way and let you know what is likely to happen emotionally after either a abortion or after deciding to keep.

In the end you have to be 100% with whatever way you choose to go. I couldn't come to be 100% with an abortion so here I am...just me and my son! 100%

Wishing you all the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Either way