So conceiving first time round was daunting and you'd think come round 2 you'd be far more relaxed and prepared for what may or may not happen ( in our case). DD#1 18months, would love to have another child but after 8months of ttc I'm begining to loose hope.
I'm medically well, checked out by GP except for long cycles 40-44days.... day 41 today, have lower backache, feeling lightheaded, hot for a week and tired. Once again I'm not feeling particulary confident and thinking it'll only be a matter of time before my period is here.

Anyone on a similar journey? advice/hope.