I have never been very affectionate towards DH. Hes a very affectionate person though and loves to show it. He would give lots of cuddles and kisses and little things to show that he cares and that he loves me and DS. Sometimes I find them a little annoying to be honest
Since I got pregnant, I am now 38 weeks, I have totally gone cold. I love him. But I just dont want to show it and I want my space.
I really dont know what is wrong with me. I dont remember myself like this before I meet DH. I remember myself to be wild and affectionate and someone who would go out of their way to make the other person happy, of cause none of those relationships ended well.
Today DH was mowing the lawn. And I knew I should prepare some cold water for him when he comes in, to help him cool down. But I didnt. When he came in and theres no cold water he was a bit disappointed and he mentioned how I never showed that I cared. Everytime I give DS a lot of kisses and cuddles, DH always ask me 'wheres mine?'.
I feel bad, but I dont know why I just cant bring myself to do anything for him.
Is it part of pregnancy? Or am I too comfortable?