I am completely and utterly overwhelmed by this idea in my head that I'm not good enough.
Tonight I looked at my beautiful boys and wished that they had more than me, better than me.
I look at myself and see this inadequate excuse for a person. I can't think of a single thing I like about myself and I am so scared that my boys will see me this way too and learn I'm nothing.
I don't know how I got here and I don't know what to do next. I can't keep living with these thoughts in my head.