Sounds like we're all a bit down in the dumps.
Went to see FS today. Basically I'm in for more waiting. He wants DH to bring in regular samples to see if we can get some useable sperm. Apparently if we do that and build up a store of sperm then if there is none on the next cycle we do we'll have spare stuff frozen that we can use.
It all makes sense and is very reasonable but for some reason it just upsets me. Truth be told, I'd hoped to be pregnant before my sister has her baby in March but it's looking like that won't happen as FS mentioned several MONTHS of regular samples...
Not sure I have the energy for all this anymore.