Im a regalar member but am not comfortable sharing this stuff through my regular profile.
For the last few months i have noiced some serious changes in myself, health and personality.
Im usually a very happy, bubbly, energetic person but lately i have been noticing im not myself.
I have noticed increasing headaches/migraines (i used to get the occasional one but they are definatly more frequent these days). I am sad so much, i just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. Im angry alot more, i yell at my kids way more than i used to, im not managing as well as i used to. Im not interested in sex with my DH. Im tried ALL the time yet i cant fall asleep at night and wake about 5am every morning. Im unmotivated, i usually find crafts, walking, music, friends, parks very enjoyable but not lately. I just want to sit in front of the tv all day, and the only reason i wan do that is cos i dont have to think about anything. I have a very short fuse, im usually very patient. I dont smile much anymore, i just feel numb alot of the time.
And, and this is the reason i wanted to go undercover, ive never said this to anyone...not even my DH, sometimes i scratch myself til it bleeds cos it makes me feel better.
Having said all of that, when im in a good mood, im in a reall good mood, i bounce around and laugh. I get involved in everything and love everything.
My sister has bipolar and my mum has depression, could i have something wrong with me?