Calita - congratulations on expecting twins, you must be over the moon!
K&P - wishing you lots of good luck for your scan today.
Afm - thanks again for all the kind words. I am slowing getting back to normal. Some moments I cry all of a sudden. I am so scared for our future. Scared of not getting pregnant, scared of getting pregnant again and m/c. Dh wants to try naturally for a few months and start up all vitamins and supps again. If we don't fall naturally go back for ivf early next year. I'm just so scared of dodgy sperm getting through again