Thanks for the support Ladies,
It's so nice to jump on here and not feel so alone or that I am becoming some crazy woman. So thank you Kate and Betty especially for your support.
I haven't had the balls to call my pregnant bestie yet - but your right Kate she of all people will understand. It will just take me a little bit more time to process and be good with it x
It's funny though as for me once the babies are born I am fine with it. I had a friends Mum do some hypnofertility sessions for me. She lives in Dubai so it was done via email but she said to treat babies like they are your own. To hold them and imagine them as yours. She said when you see pregnant people to look at their bellies and mentally bless them and their child. She also gave me a few little saying to say over and over in my head. For example: "I will fall pregnant quickly and easily". It's just one little mantra that I say over and over when I am driving or about to burst into tears when someone asks me where my kids are or when are we going to have a baby everyone is doing it... etc (you know the times!).
Betty I went out and brought the CoQ10 yesterday and the Royal Jelly. Not sure on the Royal Jelly yet. Waiting till DH gets back from being away in case I have some adverse reaction. There are warnings splayed all over the bottle.
I called Studio Qi yesterday too but they are closed now till the 7th. So ill just see my local guys down here until the new Year. Thanks Betty and Kate for your advice!
Miss Kristy - how are you going and full of hope are you feeling better yet?
To all the pregnant Ladies TK, Newmum2be, Goldie etc hope you guys are all feeling well and that the new little bubs are being good and staying super sticky!
I finally worked out my signature thanks to Kate
Hugs to you all this Festive Season.
Oh and someone who does colour therapy told me the colour for fertility is pink. So you should try and wear pink at all times and think pink thoughts. I never wear pink (in fact I checked my cupboard and there was not one pink thing in it) so after shopping yesterday I am now the proud owner of a pair of pink shorts. Hilarious - I am even wearing them now!
Anyway at this stage I will do just about anything