Sorry you're feeling down, MrsErinR. This whole TTC business seems to be a long rollercoaster ride of hopeful anticipation, followed by disappointment, followed by hopeful anticipation, followed by disappointment, followed by...... I can't wait till we finally make it to the end of the ride - enough of these ups and downs, already!
AF arrived yesterday afternoon, a day early. (ARGH!) I had BFNs on Sat and Sun so wasn't taken completely unaware, but had nonetheless been harbouring lingering hopes of a 12dpo BFP. It also means these awful herbs from the naturopath haven't actually extended my luteal phase.
After getting a BFP our first month trying, I'd thought that we were sitting at the upper end of the normal curve for monthly success rates. But four cycles post-MC, I'm increasingly thinking that yep, we probably are down at the average of 15% per cycle. I always hated statistics - one of my least favourite subjects at uni - and now I hate it even more!!!