I think its unusual that you spend most of your life trying to control outcomes and trying really hard to achieve goals. This process seems like mostly opposite, this one you are supposed to just try and relax and go along from the ride.
Its just such a contrast to our usual world and I think thats why it seems so much more difficult
I had AMH test when I went to FS (who is also going to managing our IVF), she just said to me to have the test the egg store. Mine came back as 10 I think which she was average for my age. In her words it was not bad but also not great.
I just realized I haven't actually Dr Googled to see what it all means.
Positive OPK for me today so in my mind the count to IVF begins.. Given my short luteal phase & ovulation probably occuring in next 1 or 2 days, its all becoming scarily close.. Counselling apt on Tuesday night which Im a bit nervous about but we'll see how it goes